My first ever girl crush...And other stories.
Well, one could say that I had TWO really...lol.
I still remember the first. I was five or six and in kindergarten...her name was Ramya and she was from India. She smelled like soap and incense and she had these HUGE brown eyes. We played on the playground and she was just learning English. I thought she was the cutest thing. lol. We moved shortly after that, but I still remember thinking that she was adorable and wanting to kiss her. I never did though!
My first REAL crush on a girl was when I was in 9th grade. I remember sitting in geography class and I remember thinking how boring it was. Mr.W was going on and on about China again, and I had zoned out as usual. I remember this wonderful scent coming upon the room and then I heard these high heeled shoes enter. She walked right up to the teacher, head down, shoulder length black hair hanging in her face, and handed him her pink-slip which stated that she was new to our class. Everyone looked at her for about a second before zoning out again, but not me. I couldn't pry my eyes away from the beautiful creature that had just entered the room. "Welcome..." he mumbled and then pointed to a few empty seats in the class that she could sit at. When he finally shut up, I introduced myself to that girl. I remember thinking that I wanted to poune on her and do...well...yeah! She smelled so good too. I later found out that it was "Tommy Girl" that made her smell so good. She had such great fashion sense too. She taught me about sex by telling me all the things my mother never told me. My mother would say "its when a man and a woman lie together, with no clothing on, and they have intercourse." but my new friend would say "well, he is going to first have to get aroused..." and she would go into great details. I was so happy to have someone who would tell me all of these things, even if I didn't REALLY care. Although, like any typical teenager, I did want to experiment. I remember when she broke up with this one guy, who I knew was a horny boy, I took full advantage of that situation. We were in 10th grade I believe, and he was going to be moving to Chicago. She and I were in some fight, but I remember taking this guy and getting him to teach me how to kiss. I had been kissed a few times, but never for REAL. He taught me a lot. I will always be greatful to him for that. And after we all graduated, we all went our separate ways. She went on to get a college degree of some sort and is now married. We rarely speak, but when we do, we reminisce about the past. The movie of the year was "Cruel Intentions". "Sex And The City" had just gotten BIG as well as Mr. Big...We would talk about it all night. I remember laughing while being slightly drunk and we would try to have conversations like that. Good times. Once it is all gone, all you have left are the memories. We never did kiss, although we did dance in her kitchen once.
My first girl kiss came when I was in grade 11. I remember it was at a party with a lot of friends. My friend S, a guy, had a giant crush on my friend N, a girl. I remember being pissed about it because N was my BEST friend at the time, and I thought she was WAY TOO GOOD FOR S! (she so was!) Anyway, S suggested playing "spin-the-bottle" so he could at least try to kiss N. She had agreed and so we all played. I remember at the time, just to fit in, I pretended to like N's younger brother D...it was an act, although he was really hot and for a short time, I thought I was in love with him. Well, the exchange student, who was a girl and was totally drunk, spun the bottle and it landed on me. I remember my pulse went up wayyy high as a bunch of guys started clapping and shouting "do it! do it!" to us. So, I got up all the courage I had, stood up, and walked over to the beautiful exchange student who greatly resembled Celine Dion. I leant down and gave her a kiss, and all the guys cheered. I could feel her soft lips against mine, and I didn't really want it to end, but as she gently took my bottom lip in hers and then stopped, she gave a little laugh and leaned backwards. "I think everyone enjoyed that..." she said, her voice a bit groggy. The guys laughed and wanted us to kiss again, but it was now my turn to spin the bottle. It landed on a guy and the moment had gone as quickly as it had come. On the ride home, she and I cuddled in the back seat of the car. I remember thinking of how the kiss had strengthened our bond. It really had. Sadly, she had to go back to her home and I belive I became but a memory to her...But she will always be in my thoughts! :)
Thanks for reading!
I still remember the first. I was five or six and in kindergarten...her name was Ramya and she was from India. She smelled like soap and incense and she had these HUGE brown eyes. We played on the playground and she was just learning English. I thought she was the cutest thing. lol. We moved shortly after that, but I still remember thinking that she was adorable and wanting to kiss her. I never did though!
My first REAL crush on a girl was when I was in 9th grade. I remember sitting in geography class and I remember thinking how boring it was. Mr.W was going on and on about China again, and I had zoned out as usual. I remember this wonderful scent coming upon the room and then I heard these high heeled shoes enter. She walked right up to the teacher, head down, shoulder length black hair hanging in her face, and handed him her pink-slip which stated that she was new to our class. Everyone looked at her for about a second before zoning out again, but not me. I couldn't pry my eyes away from the beautiful creature that had just entered the room. "Welcome..." he mumbled and then pointed to a few empty seats in the class that she could sit at. When he finally shut up, I introduced myself to that girl. I remember thinking that I wanted to poune on her and do...well...yeah! She smelled so good too. I later found out that it was "Tommy Girl" that made her smell so good. She had such great fashion sense too. She taught me about sex by telling me all the things my mother never told me. My mother would say "its when a man and a woman lie together, with no clothing on, and they have intercourse." but my new friend would say "well, he is going to first have to get aroused..." and she would go into great details. I was so happy to have someone who would tell me all of these things, even if I didn't REALLY care. Although, like any typical teenager, I did want to experiment. I remember when she broke up with this one guy, who I knew was a horny boy, I took full advantage of that situation. We were in 10th grade I believe, and he was going to be moving to Chicago. She and I were in some fight, but I remember taking this guy and getting him to teach me how to kiss. I had been kissed a few times, but never for REAL. He taught me a lot. I will always be greatful to him for that. And after we all graduated, we all went our separate ways. She went on to get a college degree of some sort and is now married. We rarely speak, but when we do, we reminisce about the past. The movie of the year was "Cruel Intentions". "Sex And The City" had just gotten BIG as well as Mr. Big...We would talk about it all night. I remember laughing while being slightly drunk and we would try to have conversations like that. Good times. Once it is all gone, all you have left are the memories. We never did kiss, although we did dance in her kitchen once.
My first girl kiss came when I was in grade 11. I remember it was at a party with a lot of friends. My friend S, a guy, had a giant crush on my friend N, a girl. I remember being pissed about it because N was my BEST friend at the time, and I thought she was WAY TOO GOOD FOR S! (she so was!) Anyway, S suggested playing "spin-the-bottle" so he could at least try to kiss N. She had agreed and so we all played. I remember at the time, just to fit in, I pretended to like N's younger brother D...it was an act, although he was really hot and for a short time, I thought I was in love with him. Well, the exchange student, who was a girl and was totally drunk, spun the bottle and it landed on me. I remember my pulse went up wayyy high as a bunch of guys started clapping and shouting "do it! do it!" to us. So, I got up all the courage I had, stood up, and walked over to the beautiful exchange student who greatly resembled Celine Dion. I leant down and gave her a kiss, and all the guys cheered. I could feel her soft lips against mine, and I didn't really want it to end, but as she gently took my bottom lip in hers and then stopped, she gave a little laugh and leaned backwards. "I think everyone enjoyed that..." she said, her voice a bit groggy. The guys laughed and wanted us to kiss again, but it was now my turn to spin the bottle. It landed on a guy and the moment had gone as quickly as it had come. On the ride home, she and I cuddled in the back seat of the car. I remember thinking of how the kiss had strengthened our bond. It really had. Sadly, she had to go back to her home and I belive I became but a memory to her...But she will always be in my thoughts! :)
Thanks for reading!
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